♡ MY HEART SPEAKS HERE ♡

watch it

2008-09-11T23:05:00.000-07:00

THIS IS SO SUMMER !

you guys should watch it

I can say that the story is fantastic

i bet you guys will enjoy and

i wouldn't mind watching it over and over again.

Parts of the story is the same as the movie

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL.

its just that the lead male singer in high school musical is Zac Afron

while in Camp Rock is one of the JONAS BROTHERS.

can you guys believe it? Im so into them ^ ^

especially JOE JONAS,oh myyy

he is so cool.n how i wish they could perform their band on live in Singapore.

>.<

Its all about music in this movies

you guys should catch it !

*currently listening to "This is me" by Demi Lovato ft Joe Jonas

its one of the songs in the Camp Rock movie.

enjoy listening to it yo.

its n level

2008-09-04T08:57:00.000-07:00

YAY

4 MORE PAPERS TO GO

AND IM ALL FREE,NO MORE

BRAIN CRACKS.....blablabla the only thing that is bothering me is

my art.i've not done any preparations yet and hell no the deadline is by this 30th sep

oh myyyy,im seriously blank minded..i've not decide on what topic to draw..

but i will try to take it easy and spend some time doing or probably drawing bit by bits

friends and cousins is always there to help,so yeay !

happy birthday to myself

2008-08-04T08:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE !

firstly thanks ehh guys for everything

im so happy

i did enjoyed my day,saturday was fun though

huffy my buddy,was so kecoh.but dier gerek kay.

on sunday,was forced by dad to follow them to

wedding occasions.

decided to wore red.

and i dont know why..

today is 4 august 2008

and i've turn a year older

it was like so fast?

how i wish i could be younger than my age now.

hahaha,im very tired

and i have only a few hours left to use comp as i need to sleep

early for tomorrow's prelim paper.

today art was fantastic

and i think i had done a great job

i am satisfied with my drawing.yeaaah

de topic is about

design an invitation birthday cards.

and on de day itself was my birthday,cool or whaat?

mostly I LOVE MY MOM.

thanks fer de big present you gave,

i know i had begging for it long time ago

at last,i got it.

Im so greatful and thankful to have a mother like you

i was about to say sorry when u gave me de present

but im very shyyy,verry shyyy sekaliii

i know im behaving like a small kid. im so sinful to you :(

so yeaahh

im very tired
i want to sleep

good night netizen

da besar dok

2008-08-01T09:53:00.000-07:00

HELOW NETIZENS!

2 MORE DAYS TO SWEET SIXTEEN YAW BAYBAY!
:)
(:
:)
(:
:)
(:

she is still my babygirl

2008-07-29T08:22:00.000-07:00

baaaah
i feel like blogging today
actually i miss my bbygirl..

dear shasha,
thanks for de sweet forward msges
i know people been talking about you
they hate you so much,i just dont understand them
they hate us for no good reasons?
they talked back about us?dont you think its like childish thing?
and they hate you because of 'flirting' ?
who are they to you? they're just jeloused ..
why not you guys mind you own busniess and stop hating people
people especially YOUR OWN FRIEND,like us
We're just normal kids too.we do have what you have
look yourself into de miror and ask yourself
"am i perfect?" hell,no
no one is perfect okay..
whatever it is,ignorance is de greatest thing to stop all that 'backstabbers' okay
coz we don't give a shit on you guys
n level is coming,and we will see ~

rewind few days ago,
i had received de sweetest msg from
de sweetest girl i had known.
here it goes,

from shasha to hany:
Dear ALLAH,
this is your month of Rejab.
The lady reading this is beautiful,classy,strong & I Love Her.
Help her live her life to the fullest.
Please promote her and cause her to 2 excel above expectations.
Help her shine in darkest places and Love where it is impossible 2 love.
Send 2 all the ladies u love.
"I just did! " (:

how sweet ..
i love my bbygirl,shasha

2008-07-26T20:03:00.000-07:00

im lost,so lost

don't stalk me,anymore

i will lead myself from here

will be back and update

talking about friendships

2008-07-25T08:43:00.000-07:00

4 years of friendship

oh god..
im so pissed off today
just had a conflict with one of my "bestest fren"
seriously,i don't wish to bragged along for what had happened
i've heard diffrent stories from you and her
i know im diffrent from you girls,right? is that what you girls think?
come and tell me straight,you guys are just finding
place and time to talked/gossips...whatever bout me
like what the hell?
do you think i should care all this? when n-level is round de corner?
eh please lah,im sick and tired of this problems.
enough ah for what had happened during de last two years.
i already forgotten bout it,i had forgave you even though its really a pain in de ass
over what you've did to us.
if it is true that you said that it was not you who started it first.
well i have to say im sorry.
and i dont wished to blame the another party
i just want you guys to do or say whatever you guys need to
im so stressed right now,head wires already?
prelim is just another two weeks.and i had not even finish my
art preparations..n level art prepartory ? oh good,help me please
math? i had not even revise a thing ..
seriously im very dissapointed in you guys
you guys took things for granted,i've done my part
as a friend..gave you all what you need;seriously
im so sad and dissapointed..now that you girls make me lose trust on you,
im hoping to meet a trustworthy friend who i can share my problems with.
i feel so low :(

Wouldn't it be better if we just let go, and let people be who they are?
Then we'd be able to see them as they are
with all their beauty and goodness in which we take joy,
and with all their faults which we can also see in ourselves.

i swear i give up :(

(:

2008-07-23T09:51:00.000-07:00

nothing much hapened today in school
im busy preparing for my art
which is i had only 2 weeks left?
i must concentrate and be fast
will update as soon as i am free
tc yaw

sorry

2008-07-21T10:29:00.001-07:00

dear diary,

i've not been updating fer de past few weeks

jyeah..im sick im sick im sick

been busy with school lately

and security guard is sucha a whore.i hate him

he scolded me cause of my hair..wat de hell

i had this friend of mine,

he is so sweet

he said: " i have a fren name daisy,

what she feel is sick and lonely

how i wish she is happy for now

but with the guy

she is meant to be"

hahaha..thanks alfie

i wish to see you happy too

and meet up soon buddy (:

currently listening to this 2 songs

which i had put it on

this songs is meaningful to me

listen and enjooy kay

so long and good night

i've nothing more to say here.

im tired

i need to sleep

good night readers..

yeah,happy !

2008-07-07T08:45:00.000-07:00

okay a lil bit happy today

i send nenek to hospital for her scope and everything

end up i went shopping with my dearest aunty,yeahh shes de best lar

she bought alot of things for me,she even treated me for my

hair extensions..

mummy was working,called her over for a lunch at anchorpoint

we had it at secret recipe;nyeaah

we had,de signature dish-lamb steak,lasagne and ....idk whaat

mummy went back to work

aunty and i went to queensway,she bought a new slim-deep red psp

im in love with it,totally!

it cost her around 330bucks,and free 5games and cover set

best ehhk?

i bought bags,clothes..extend my hair ~nyahaha

ok enough of today's story

lets talk abt last friday and saturday..

on friday

had ENGLISH N-LEVEL ORAL

everything was okay,seems fine

de question they asked is damn easy..

its abt "whom do you know de persons who works hard to earn ...."

who else ehh if not my parents?hha

next MALAY N-LEVEL ORAL

will be held in sembawang secondary,jyeah im scared

cause,my malay is so bad..i would always talk half eng n half malay during oral :)

shy shy gituu lorh infront of 2 malay teachers,nyahaha

ok on saturday ehh..

i went out with my most precious babygirl,katak

we went to lime flea market at orchard

fun la oii ! i went crazies over de sale clothes,items...

most of de tops were sold at just 1-3 bucks ehh!

see? i did manage to kill my time when i was thinking of that idiotic guy ehh?

all thanks to my babies lar,esp danish my friend.. :)

anyway,he was in a relationship with emma lar sey

ii wish you guys last long okay (: no hard feelings

i need to off de comp

my eyes pain

i need to talk to you :)

GOODNIGHT BLOGMATES !

:'(

2008-07-04T09:10:00.000-07:00

I DON'T FEEL GOOD TODAY
I FEEL LIKE CRYING,BUT IM STILL STRONG TO HANDLE
MY EMOTIONAL

AFTERALL I HAD A GREAT DAY
DURING ASSEMBLY,WE HAD YOUTH DAY CELEBRATIONS
YEAH,ITS YOUTH-MIND YOU ..NOT "CHILDREN"
DE TEACHERS ARE SO FUNNY AND STUFF ...WHATEVER"
SERIOUSLY,I DONT FEEL REALLY GOOD TODAY :'(

WHATEVER HAPPENS
I WISH YOU ALL DE BEST FOR 11JULY2008
ITS GONNA BE A BIG DAY FOR YOU,I KNOW
I 'VE LET YOUR FEELINGS DOWN,im sorry
IF YOU THINK IM WORLD,OR WHATEVER~
im really sorry for the messages,LAME MESSAGES i send you
im really sorry..
BUT THINK OKAY? I'VE FEELINGS TOO
AND PLEASE HANY CANBERRA & HANY PRIVATE IS SO
DIFFRENT OKAY.. i really had a great time with yew :'(

(2nd aug2008)

sembarang ajerh

2008-07-03T08:48:00.000-07:00

i've nothing to saaay
:'(

grandfather wannabe

2008-06-30T08:57:00.000-07:00

How i wish today is SATURDAY

monday is always sux

with school's timetables like "shit"

tiring,bored...

today we had ART for 2 straight hours

i seriously can't bear with it

Mr Jimmy treated us like primary school students,haha

where we have to draw and color till de end of de day

we had to do LINE work,merepek kay

as for CPA,yea Mr Khusairi is still sick

he had a bad soar throat,very baad aye..he cant speak

he kept eating de mentol sweets

de smell was so awful,seriously..tk bedek !

we followed de instrutions he wrote on de board

after we got everything done,haha,part ni my fren,rina

sempat sign in msn eh.. (:

-nuting much happened in school today lar

except for; urm my name,fatin nadya n fatin fathieka was called out

during de announcement,and we were told to go to de office immediately

im so shocked,when de clerk said that they received a prank calls

from idk who..

the clerk asked for our grandfather's name..which they told us that de person who called the school declared to be our

GRANDFATHER and seek their permission to let de three of us go home immediately as he,"de grandfather" was sick.. -.-

seriously,i was so shocked and i have no words to describe those prank callers..it was like,his voice were too young to be our atok okay

and de stupid thing is,why would de three of us have de same grandfather's name in coincidence ? and why de "person" called three times?

was it, each call for each name ah? seriously ehh,de person who did that prank call is so stupid and dont think you are so SAFE just like that.We had Mr Wee involved in this case and they are still monitoring those calls,FAKE CALLS !

like c'mon ah,you are disturbing us and de school okay

why not prank our hps? why must it be school's?

if you think you have problems with us,come and tell us straight lar..no need to prank call our school whaatt..and sumore of a many students in school,WHY MUST BE DE THREE OF US? WHY NOT OTHERS?

IS THERE SUCH THINGS AS TRACING TELEPHONE LINES?

beware ehh;we will wait and see whos our GRANDTHER WANNABE :)

anugerah band yaw

2008-06-28T10:59:00.000-07:00

ok,my bad..

for not updating .

been busy with school works and so on..

saturday: anugerah band @ junction8

after that headed to cwp with buddies

den at 7+ pm headed to dangdut festival

it was superb,de "auntys,uncles,minas,mats" was fantastic yoh !

dance like never step on de podium before,hahas

i did enjoyed every minutes of it

de music,aahhh ..hilang stress aku eys (:

de "bapoks" was damn funneeh lar

i cant stop laughing looking at them

but i really love de way they dance,dorang KIYOT okay

hehehe,gonna upload some photos soon

so do enjoy your sundays aye peeps

till here,im so exhausted yaw "ahhhhh"

WE LOVE FYNO AND FARID YAW !

school reopen

2008-06-23T03:18:00.000-07:00

my school june holidays has come to and end

now its time for me to prepare for de upcoming exams

which is my prelims,is less than a month?

to tell de truth..

i've not been revising trough out de holidays

and math? brrr..

im sick of maths,i hate maths

i've forgotten all those "basic" steps,err :]

i still have 10 weeks

for my english n's oral..

and for ART?

i have only a month to prepare for it

grrr,im still not ready yet

im really scared to sit for it

im still on my holiday mood :]

i spend most of my time with family

yeah,family gathering.most of it

i love them

and i had a great time

<33

better in time

2008-06-20T10:22:00.000-07:00

I've Nothing To Say :'(

2008-06-18T23:01:00.000-07:00

Hows That ?

monday to wenesday

2008-06-18T09:27:00.000-07:00

monday :

shasha came at around 9 am ?
where i was still asleep
she said theres no one at her house
okay..
watch movies/eating junk foods/sleep/camwhoring
6pm,
went back to her cribs
surf de net/blog-window shopping
talk shit eat rubbish all day long
is what we did.
(:
Tuesday:

woke up 7am
went to mom's working place
got my teeth cleaned,scalling-watever staff
doctor said my teeth was okay
and she likes it,lol
in de noon,met ika
doing sort of funny staff/chilled/called billy-errh watever
met shidiq, passed him his things..blablabla
7pm: back to home (:

wednesday:

that idiot promise to call me as soon as he reached his fren's crib
but he didnt call
nvm,im still waiting ..
blogging/chatting with mimi/online shopping
.. .. .. baaah i hate you but i miss you
but nvm,im still gonna shine aye?

goodnight world ;)

i cant wait,i miss my two darlings

2008-06-17T08:54:00.000-07:00

I MISS SCHOOL SO MUCH
looking forward to next monday

i hate you,and i mean it

2008-06-17T07:49:00.000-07:00

mom,
what you said is all true.guys are just a whatever thing.i've not been listening to your advise .
i thought falling in love and having a relationship at this age was fun and i could enjoy every minute /bits of it. but for now, its all bullshits.im just wasting my time
and prolly im sitting for an important
paper this year.i should concentrate on it more.if i were to listen to mom earlier,things won't happen to be like this. i really regret ;

its really a fun thing for you doing things like this
i bet im not de only girl that've been used by you
same goes to ayu right? blame me if im wrong.
ohh please, you're just a stmf
and dun think this will affect my future,dun worry
i preety much understand myself,
and im sure no one can understand me,even a little
im trying to accept the fact for now
so its de best if YOU and ME be far apart

Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry..

Yours truly,Hany Natasha

i've a new friend..

2008-06-14T10:49:00.000-07:00

dear diary,
i've this feeling
that make me scared so much
scared until i see blue everywhere;
im trying my best to let it go
but de more i think about it
de more ..................
omg

help me pls

its saturday.....

2008-06-06T22:22:00.000-07:00

yesterday was perfectly awesome

mingle around at rina's crib

we had her hair done

and everything .....blablabla.

eventually someone just seems to be an idiot

was not in a mood yesterday's night

blame that mr donald duck..

he asked for it

....enough of yesterday's drama

its sATurdAy today.

probably gonna have some fun later

a lil bit of fun,maybe

im still can't get over you,booy

anyway im still gonna smile

eventhough....................................

ahhh let mr donald duck explains it lah

okay..

-.-

make over rina

2008-06-05T23:35:00.000-07:00

friday is always de best day fer me
coz de dae after it is saturday
as you all should know
saturday = fun
hahs,lol
its 2.52pm right now
going to reach 3..
cant wait to meet shasha later
den heading to rina's crib
gonna do some changes to her hair
paint nails,read magz,watch movies...and so on......
yea,she gonna have her sweet 16-SIXTEEN on this coming monday
waaah seyy,sudah besar lorh tu anak.....
SIXTEEN? too bad i've to wait another few months
-.-
nevermind,its not a big deal
and i always wanted to be de youngest,hahs !

gonna make her hair to super curly wurly yaw
gonna have loads of fun later
but too bad,naad is not with us..
coz this is a last minute planning
im sorry dear..

but i swear on monday
we gona have double fun
more fun than last year
ok till here
wanna get change
and meet shasha first..

tc fellow readers
have an enjoyable weekends
:)

i need you baby<3

2008-06-04T12:27:00.000-07:00

The best thing about tonight is that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before ?

I desperately need to tell you something, but it’s not easy.

Every time I go to tell you,my words get caught in my throat.

I can't tell if it’s good or bad, this feeling.

I just know that I feel it, I feel the pain.

My heart is screaming, but my words aren't there.

The feeling won't go away.

I feel like my heart is being crushed, and its slowly killing me.

My mind is filled with unwanted thoughts,thoughts that make my eyes burn,and my face drip with sweat.

I can't think.

Every muscle in my weak body gets tense.

I'm overcome with fear, I can't help but cry.

Day by day the crying gets worse.

I try to relax and take a deep breath,but every time I try, I panic, and I choke.

I'm worried about you.

I worry about you because I care.

I care so much about you.

I love you and I'm scared.

I'm scared that my paranoia will completely take over,and I'd lose you.

Not being able to hear your voice for hours at a time,and not being able to hold you for days,and desperately wanting to look into your loving, deep blue eyes is what's killing me.

Can't you see that I need you?

When you kissed me with your soft lips, I saw stars.

When you told me those three little words-I love you,

I knew that those stars I saw, will always belong to you...

My paranoia won't go away.

I know that if I see you, and hold you- it might disappear,and with it...

it will take all of my pain and fear.

I know that if I hear your reassuring words in my ears,

I'll be OK, and some paranoia will go away.

I need to know if you're alright!

If something happened to you,I really don't know if I'd be able to handle it.

I don't know what I'd do. I need you....

I need you to be here with me...

poems

2008-05-29T09:04:00.000-07:00

I would not ask you to forget

How I've betrayed your trust.

I'm asking, though, that you forgive

Because I feel I must.
I can't just let our friendship go

Nor let this silence last.I know I can't undo what's done,

But, please, let past be past.
Let my mistake be memory

Where you may keep your pain,

While I annihilate this thing

I'll never do again.
And let us once again renew

A friendship that is real:

Limping, yes, but still alive,

With wounds that time can heal.

boredom

2008-05-26T01:21:00.000-07:00

im so bored
spend one whole day at home
i spend less than an hour on my blogskin
maybe later going out
chill around at causeway point,haa
kay till here,wanna get change
and ohh please
listen to this song
:)

i gotta move on

2008-05-22T02:33:00.001-07:00

im starting a new life

and she is always dere for me

i love you babygirl

and of course i love nad too

and HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO my precious bby girl

shasha

i love you de most

bye,off to work

everything seems so diff

2008-05-19T17:26:00.000-07:00

world changed
people changed
everything changes

eversince i started working everything was fcuked up
my feelings for Mr Donald Duck is fading
everyday im getting weaker and weaker
its not that im having fun or doing sumting to get you jeloused
im working,im working .. i wanna have experience on sumting like this
why is it hard for you to understand my situation ?
is it fair ?

when you were out happilly enjoying with your friends at marina
while im at home waiting fer your call ?
every saturday is an excuse for you-that i understand,coz u wanna have fun
but weekdays? u were out at night,slacking till morning
and when afternoon comes,you were still sleepy
tell me how am i suppose to confront this ?
is it fair ?
no i dont think so.

think bout me too
dun think for yourself
i get a job cause i wanted to kill my time
waiting for you to get so bored then we can communicate
seriously,i dunno why im wasting my time typing all this here?

this is de only way i can expressed my feelings
why cant you just understand my feelings?
why?

workaholic

2008-05-17T20:29:00.000-07:00

hello
im sorry
its been a few days i've not update my blog
my blog is so dead,i know..
i've started working
working and studying at de same time can be stressful
but its not a problem to me..
currently working at giordano
i wont tell you which outlet im working at
cause some of de monkeys saw me working there
and you,are like so damn iritating
stop disturbing me pls..

ohh well,its really tiring working
but i had fun though
de supervisors and de in charge were de gerek/sporting ones

say whatever you want
i love this job
it is my job
im de one working
not you
-.-

Happy mothers day !

2008-05-12T04:02:00.000-07:00

firstly wanna wish my dearest mom

a HAPPY MOTHERS DAY

I LOVE YOU ALOT,I PROMISE I WONT

STOP LOVING YOU.

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE ANYTHING ELSE

THANKS FOR BEING THERE FOR ME

YOUR ENCOURAGES,YOUR CARE,YOUR LOVE

FOR ME WILL NEVER FADE AWAY.

SWEET MEMORIES I TRESURED IT

SOUR PAST,I'VE THROWED IT AWAY

AND I AM SORRY IF MY ATTITUDE HAD GONE TOO FAR

IM SORRY IF I'VE MAKE YOU WORRIED AND ANGRY

I SWEAR TO GOD,YOU WERE DE GREATEST MOM

& I CAN'T IMAGINE HOW WOULD MY LIFE BE

IF YOU WERE NOT HERE WITH ME ?

I REALLY LOVE YOU MOM.

Hope you enjoyed this special day that

we've planned for you.

now that im waiting fer 22 May 2008

its your most special birthday

and im sure im gonna make it more happening

than yesterday.

ily mom

live it,love it...learn from it

2008-05-09T09:05:00.000-07:00

Im hoping that one day i won't need a fake smile

i live by quotes that explain exactly what i am going through

I MAKE UP EXCUSES FOR EVERYTHING

i have bestfriends and enemies

i have DRAMA and MEMORIES...

i need it badly :(

2008-05-08T08:33:00.000-07:00

I want kittens

yes i do want it

ohhh mummy,order fer me please?

i will be de most happiest girl on earth sey

i want it

i really want it

is like craving fer food okay

i want it

i like kittens

i like kittens ~

huh ?

2008-05-05T02:03:00.000-07:00

huh?

you're referring to me ey ?

hahaa,wow !

shall start this funny post ..

urrm....

nunu's blog had been spammed

by some inmatured spammers

totally i cant bare with this

spam,spam,spam

is that what u guys can only do?

and i noe u spammers are reffering to me

yea,i purposely deleted my tagboard..

why should i bothered to let u,spammers

comments on my online diary?
n give me a reason why i should put a tagboard here?

so that you guys can spam isit?

waaah seey

can you guys find a time for ur ownself?

okay,so you guys really owned that you guys is

still a student like us?

okay den find some precious time for a

self revision or maybe go to de LIBRARY

with your clans or whoever..

since MID YEAR EXAMS is still on

study hard okay ?

and spammers,why not try to spam

without using vulgarities and insulting?

i bet you guys gonna be very weeeeeaaaaaaaaaaak :)

n yea so what if i put

tagboard is for losers like you?

im telling you right now that

i really meant it for you guys..seriously

im not lying.

cause spamming is only for losers that are jeloused

of something that we have but they don't have okay :)

hey,take a break dudettes

have a kitkat ;)

all the best for your mid year exams yaww

come back real soon

2008-05-04T05:36:00.000-07:00

mom n dad were away for 2 whole days

they had to go far away from here

grandparents overnight at my place,wee

im already starting to miss mom

yeah u noe,pampered larr kan :D

hope you come back safely tomorow

come back as fast as you can okay.

nn i've been wondering

"my love"

"keep thinking baby?"

what is this all about?

who were u reffering to sey ?

seriously,i had to give up on you one day okay

seriously !

im having a bad cough

seriously im sick and tired

i've not been sleeping well this few days

just what do you treat me as?

i just dun understand you bby

i just dont ..

i purposely switched off my hp

coz i dun want to answer any calls

im sick.....bby

im sick...

a little understanding is enough for me

mom,i really need you

im so sick right now

i want to sleep with you....

art dabes la wei !

2008-05-04T04:24:00.000-07:00

My saturday was fun indeed..

i've done my art prepatory yaw

no more stress babe !

hehee

yest library was fully packed with youngsters

bikin menyemak ajerh,haha

weee,im so happy my art dabes

weeeeeeee :D

nn tnx to dearest

ily !

salon yaw

2008-05-02T20:25:00.000-07:00

hello world,

today is saturday,probably im gg for

group studies wid some of my gfs

its GIRLSFREN,totally no boys,nyahaaa

been quarelling wid Mr Donald Duck these few days

i had no idea why,why,why

maybe im too egoatic? ehh?

if his frenster frens dont act bitchy wid him

i wouldnt be like this

btw im sorry yaw

i've hurt you ,im being so rude

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currently listening to summer jam by craig david

Mr Donald Duck specially dedicate this song to me,hee

de song is very sweet,i love listening to it

but i've watched de videoclips of this song

i dun quite like it,haha

but thanks to Mr Donald Duck fer de song

aku terharu larh :)

and oh yea btw

my Labour Day was celebrated with my

one and only dearest mom

accompanied her to de salon

coz shes been wanting to cut her long hair

and she wanted to change image,aha !

she look cute

and im proud to be her only

good daughter(ceyy !)

i love her to bits yaw everbodehh

gaaah,im off to lib soon

tc hunnehss

and enjoy your weekends

wee

2008-04-28T07:33:00.000-07:00

(masai or what?)
im feeling so blue

i love to look at de stars

someone just make my day worthwhile

ahh kay wateva..im done here

bye

i miss you soo

2008-04-28T07:14:00.000-07:00

its really hard to build those thing

we had to used R.E.C.Y.C.L.E things,mind you

and sometimes art lessons is being a bitch,

very very tiring

had to prepared 3 main things before 14 may

its a very hard time for us with other coursework hanging around

and ohh yea,next tuesday is mid year art exam

was told to design a ZIGGY CANDY PACKAGE ?

wth..

i've not start one research yet,nyahaa

nn tomorow is de starting of mid year exams

its english paper

and im not yet prepared

i still need alot of time to cover those mistakes..

math lesson is damn boring.i hate maths

i hate numbersss !

but but i have to stop all my slacking times

i need to concentrate more

as n level is yet 4 mths later..

i've pampered myself too much

enough of this,i really need to recover all my subject

again and again..

i really need a tutor

*i miss that someone so much

and happy belated birthday to you dearest <33

sorry,its not that i cant celebrate with you,its just that

i dont want to,im afraid to rewind those memories

that we've been tru fer 1year 7mths <33

hope you have an enjoyable & memorable birthday

may you suceed in everything you do *

ray

keep bleeding in love

2008-04-27T08:06:00.000-07:00

currently listening to bleeding love by leona lewis

this few days been very miserably,tired.

my weekends sux alot

saturday went to bugis with dearest darlings <33

its not fun at all

eventhough i shopped alot,but saaad aye.......................

i dun meant to mentioned names

i dun even want to

ohhh bubble is so them

-.-

and today i spend most of my time

with dearest mom and dad.

jogged at 6.30 AM

I NEED ALOT OF FRESH AIR,totally alot !

blablablablablaa....

im in no mood to blog right now

nightmares struck ~

-------------------------------------------------

rumours going around makes a very hard time for him

they are trying to get your attention

dun get entertained by them,pls

be strong bby..

"I don't care what they say

I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away

But they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein

That I keep on closing

You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding"

shall end this post here..

tc ya all

tired

2008-04-25T10:35:00.000-07:00

i spend 2hrs on my blogskin

im really tired right now

i have not talked to him one whole day

served you right for making me hating you,haha

its 1.40am right now and i should already be at de bed

and have my beauty sleep..

and im schooling fer abt a couple of hours later

been really busy this few days

coz next week is already mid year exams

probably will be grounded,hell yeah

I'm cranky.I'm tired.I am totally hating someone.I am sleepy

good nite lovers :)

cupcake loves

2008-04-20T07:58:00.000-07:00

aisha doreamon punyerh dokk,hah

tinkerbell:)

effing delicious

mama trish did this

im craving for cuppy cakes lately

and i told mummy that i want

cuppycakes as my birthday cake:)

i want lotsa lotsa cupcakes !

color color kay?

this cupcakes were made by

mama trish

shes de best cuppycake maker

<33

im totally in love wid her designs,totally !

shes creative

though i want to learn how to make

cuppycakes for my ownself,weeeeeee

god ! when can i have those cuppycakes ?

munchy donuts :)

2008-04-19T18:08:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was quite fun..spending some time

wid my dearest cousin.shes 19,mind you :)

attending school on saturday

is totally boring,idiots -.-

called her around 5pm

tght of wanting to get some new clothes

at cwp.

end up nothing's interesting dere

so we headed to sembawang

to get her contact lenses..

had our dinner at de

munchy donut cafe :)

bby was at marina enjoying wid his frens

and his "ex" lol

cui chickies kepeeeeee -.-

sitting around,chilling wid her was fun though

we've talked abt our life right now.

infact she asked me,wheres Ray?

I told her that he died a few months ago..

terribly missed him.

we did some camwhoring dere

but this is de only pix

i could displayed..as de rest is her pix

gaaahaa

received msg frm bby dat he is in trouble

at marina.

i got so shocked..he didnt even replied my msg..

he said he msged me bck when he is totally safe,wth ?

this is de reason why i don't like you to go marina/esp

every saturday..

mesti ade ajeer bende jadii...

why must you always make me so worried abt you

everytime ?

i called ur hp several times

you didnt even pick up

booy,i got so worried abt you..

i dun mind if you want to enjoy wid ur frens

but think, im here looking so stupid

worrying bout you

<33

*indeed i had a great time yesterday wid you sweety,

i've let out all my problems to you..

you're sucha great listener,shall meet you again sometime,ily*

2008-04-17T08:48:00.000-07:00

hello,i cannot sleep

my eyes is still fresh

im waiting fer bby to go home

i want to call him

i want to talk to him

i want to share my grandmother stories wid him

infact today i just got scolded using vulgarities

by his msn fren,SAYUKIE

i tink shes jelouse coz i got de chance

to log in tru his msn,yeaah

who cares ?

say what you wanna say okay

im not interested to hear it

if you think you like him so much

den go lar go

ask for his no.

contact him

get close wid him..

see if he wants you Hotbabe !

daardaar :)

<33

2008-04-17T03:07:00.000-07:00

kudos to this sweet couple

especially to bby nad,i love you alot eventhough

we have sour past...

i've forgotten abt it totally.

and i've forgave you long time ago..we are classmate,

we are girlfrens..i love you bbygirl :)

may your effing sweet relationship wid rizal last long (:

you guys are perfect fer each other..

this i promise you,no more hard feelings toward each other aites ?

<33

and BOO to this fcuking guy
:
:
:
v

Fcuk guy, you've not make my another gf Happy
even worst you've made her cried
after all she had waited fer your presents
while you were at Amsterdam.
Shes totally sincere and bcoz of you,shes changed alot.
shes not de gf i used to know..fcuk you idiot !
boy,you're just a coward

sweety,eventhough he has hurt you alot,we're still here
clinging and listening to you.
you're still de best girl i've ever fren with..
i've known u fer abt 4 years,and still going on strong :)yeaah
dun be a silly girl,go find a new perfectly perfect guy..
and stop wasting ur time thinking bout de past..
let bygones be bygones yeaa bby :)

hope his journey might not last long eyy
cepat cepat mati okay !

Wansuwaaaay
:)

you girls knew i love you babes alot,weeeeeeeee

fareez donald

2008-04-16T07:50:00.000-07:00

yeay,hes back yaw..

bby,this is de guy who msged u yest..

im really sorry okay

i didnt noe anything..

i noe i was too harsh on you this few days

forgive me will ya ?

:)daisy..

2008-04-15T09:12:00.000-07:00

Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew

So I told you with a smile, it's all about you

Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too

Said you'd make my life worthwhile, it's all about you

And I would answer all your wishes

If you ask me to

But if you deny me one of your kisses

Don't know what I'd do

So hold me close and say three words like you used to do

Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you, yeah!

<33

WTH

2008-04-14T21:37:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, after school headed to fifi's cribs
Had a tiring day.
took a nap at her room ,play games wid her,prank call strangers...blablabla heehe
called baby,he was still asleep....maybe hes tired-yest talk to wid him otp till morning..
got back home around 4+ pm gituu, call baby back...he sound terbly tired...
hahaa,but he insist to put down de fone.lol

bleaaaaaaaaah, enuf of yesterday's stories...

lets talk abt today,

im having my office period right now..6 periods spend in aircon room? hell yeaah..
typing works are such a whore-fucktards....im so stressed !
lol..

saw baby online ..... i remembered de sentence he promised me...

he said , he wont lose a fren eventhough he never online hes msn..

yeah baby,proove it :)

:(

2008-04-11T19:19:00.000-07:00

i've waited,but he didnt call......................
whatever,im out to chalet
tc

2008-04-11T10:27:00.000-07:00

this is his fren lar

Im super bored !

My "boyFREN" had been slacking around this few days

and always came back late,around..4 AM !

fcuk him lar,i cant even talk to him otp..

persuaded him not to go,but failed =.=

Its 2.41am ryt now..

and i havent sleep yet fer about,36 hours ?

wth..

im trying my best to keep my eyes alive ryt now

until de clock strikes 4/FOUR in de morning ..

boy ohhh boy......come back as early as you

can larrr, i miss you like fcuking hell..

im bored,so decided to upload some last weeks slacking

wid new frens photos..

yay, i've met his fren,which is my

NEWEST FREN,k lol

hahaa,im waiting fer my dearest to come back

ok im done here..

wanna watch mtv yaaaw

toodles !

BLABLABLA

2008-04-10T15:33:00.000-07:00

fcuk

2008-04-10T15:18:00.000-07:00

HELLO BITCHES,

SO YOU THINK YOU WANT TO PLAY GAMES WITH ME?

YOU GIRLS DONT HAVE DE FCUKING GUTS

TO TELL WHO U ARE.

YOU GUYS ARE INSANE,GO FINE A BETTER THING

TO DO CAN ? RATHER DEN SPAMMING

IS WAD U FCUKING BITCH CAN DO..

GET THIS CLEAR IN UR USELESS BRAIN,

AS I HAD ALREADY MENTIONED,

THIS IS MY TYPICAL LIFE DIARY,I CAN DO OR SAY WHAT I WANT HERE

YOU GUYS DONT OWE THIS PAGE,YOU IDIOTS !

=.=

cookies and muffins

2008-03-27T00:01:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEPS,

I WAS ADMITTED TO ALEXANDRA HOSPITAL YESTERDAY NIGHT

DUE TO BACKBONE FRACTURE, ahaaaa

IM ALL ALONE HERE,MY PARENTS WERE WORKING

AND IM FUCKING BORING RIGHT NOW

SO IM UPLOADING SOME LAST WEEKS COOKIES AND MUFFINS BAKE

PICTURES..

AS YOU CAN SEE,WE HAD A GREAT FUN (:

THERE IS MORE PICTURES COMING..

BUT IM TIRED RIGHT NOW

I NEED ALOT OF REST,AS WAD DE DOCTOR'S ADVICE

SO, TC READERS :)

WILL BE BACK HOME SOON AND UPDATE PROPERLY,lol

i still love him

2008-03-25T21:50:00.000-07:00

CAMWHORING BABY !

basically im sick today,so i skipped school :(

had a bad high fever.

big throats are killing me..

had some problems on my backbone

had to go hospital for x-ray in de afternoon wid mom

im super bored right now

i guess im not wasting my time to post

something here.

will be busy reading new magazines later..

i miss ray soo much

yay! hes back :)

babey, i miss de old you

2008-03-18T13:07:00.001-07:00

I really MISS who I thought you were ;

I really knew that this will happened again

things won't be the same like it used to be

Im tired over this kind of problems

I've put so much trust on you,but you failed to make me

have de trust on you.

I can still forgive you abt de last time stories

But now? after seeing ur bloody frenster,it was like,omg!?

You make me feel stupid..

You seems to enjoyed your life right now but

im here looking so blunt

worrying bout you.

I really care abt you

don't you know that?

i dun tink so..

there's no use of continuing our journey together
if your love isn't there for each other
as days goes by,i start to feel really weak

You tc aites billy

i really had fun wid you

especially talking wid ya otp

im trying my best to forget you..

be a good boy :)

my babies are photogenics !

2008-02-14T07:34:00.000-08:00

i only took photos of photogenic babies :)

this babey here is ALYA and shes only 1 yrs old

shes is so hyper active

ok i end this post here

busy doing my art coursework

will update bck soon aites readers:)

tc !

pls dun get it wrong

2008-02-10T07:17:00.000-08:00

aites people out there
this guy here is R.A.Y
& please don't get this wrong,im NOT his GF yet
coz im not yet ready.haa -.-

its elmo

2008-02-01T08:26:00.000-08:00

Today was not feeling well

due to stomach pain,& im having

a very bad soar throat,aiyayai !

i could feel my torncils down my throat

its damn big n its fcuking pain

i feel like dying,might as well i just kill myself

by swollowing down my throat '_'

It started last 3 days,i was having a bad conversations

with matan on de phone.

we did quarelled fer at least half an hour ? ouh no -_-

& i have no idea why we were yelling at each other.

or maybe i think hes not in a mood to talk to me,

well i don't give a fcuk on it,say what you kay matan.

"im just not interested to fight with you. lemme just

hanged down de phone." * engage beep*

& yes i did hanged up de fone,coz im tired of all this nonsense

my eyes were as heavy as what you can think

so i went to bed.

In de morning,received a few msges frm matan

saying dat he is sorry abt yest conversation

n he wants me to fergive him,yes i did

Lets talk abt thursday night..

had a conversation wid

OPIT,ESMETH,AN,ZAKI & SHAM

guess what?

im de oni lady there in de conversations.

de boys started to talked craps,they were talking

abt their school (ite amk)

& i was dere listening to their lame n bullshit jokes too,

HAA!

Opit label me as ramlee sarip's daughter,boo !

coz of my voice

omg! its sux okayy

seriously im having a very bad

soar throat after

quarelling wid matan !

blablablablabla

lets just not talked abt de pst aites

n i will not let it happened again

& don't even ask why.

Lets just end this entry with a photo

of me wearing my new elmo tees

eh eh bangger la seyy, huhu

tc readers :)

Effing Cute

2008-01-30T09:02:00.000-08:00

HOLLA !

THIS BABY HERE IS NABEEL

&& HE IS PHOTOGENIC ,DUDE !

LOOK AT ALL HIS PICTURES,cute huh?

HAAAHA,COZ I CANT STAND LOOKING AT HIS

CHUBBY & ADORABLE FACE.

ARGHH,ITS EFFING CUTE YAW

I CAN BET YOU GUY WANNA BITE HIM

IF HE WERE IN YOUR HANDS,haahaa

PRESENTING HIS LOVELY N SWEET BROTHER,

NAZEEF.

I WAS TOLD THAT NABEEL WAS SICK YEST,WHILE HIS MOTHER

WAS GIVING HIM FOOD,AT A SUDDEN HE CAN'T CLOSED HIS MOUTH

DUE TO A VERY BAD SOAR THROAT

AWWW,I PITY HIM OKAYY.

HE WAS ADMITTED TO HOSPITAL YESTERDAY

HOW I WISH I COULD VISIT YOU,BABY !

BUT I WAS JUST TOO BUSY WITH SCHOOL &

COURSWORKS HERE & THERE

sorry..

But I just wished a SPEEDY RECOVERY FOR YOU NABEEL !

GROW UP SOON & BE A GOOD BOY AITES

ILY :)

LIME FLEA MARKET WAS SUPERB !

2008-01-28T06:28:00.000-08:00

HELLO BEAUTIFUL READERS !
this golden guy here is sufi,he is one of my kaki gerek classmate. We planned to paint his whole body using Golden Body Art,but he said he was scared at his first thought. But on de actual day of de lime flea market,it turned out to be de most exciting & interesting part of de events. At least he was braved enough to be half naked in public.He looked effing Cute with his sexayy bodayy.All EYES were on him during de painting. * Blushed*

De Lime Flea Market was superb and we had fun even though we're TIRED after selling off our products.yeah,we did gets some profits on de selling items laa.

ok till here ! im tired :(

tc

when im missing your irritating presence

2008-01-12T19:11:00.000-08:00

Abg had left for his national service

SCDF

on de 8 January 2008,Jalan Bahar

Been persuading my parents to let me send

him off since im not gonna see

him fer 2 weeks :(

But brother insist,he told me school is more

important & he really wants me to do well

for my n-levels

ok abg,i will prove it to you

i promise :)

Although we sometimes been fighting for no

fcu**ing reasons,i've realised that

its hard to get a brother like you,omg !

did i've just said that ' ?

hahaa,yea actually.i LOVE him alot laaa

I've cried alot till the whole night when he

left home :(

My Home is no longer what i used to called it

'HOME SWEET HOME'

My house is in silence & i felt there is an

emptyness here;

Boredom strike me easily when im alone at home

where brother used to keep me occupied,aww i just missed that moments

My younger brother is having his primary 5 camp soon

& i will be all ALONE

ohh god,help me !

okayy till here,

i've typed so much

wanna sleep soon.

tomorrow OFFICE,4 periods?

damn it !

ok frens,i really need your support

im all alone here

Come & join us

2008-01-10T21:57:00.000-08:00

hey ppl ,

MY CLASS WILL BE HAVING A LIMEfleA Market opposite cineleisure on de 26 January 2008

The limeflea will be at 12 noon to 6pm
i will be there at my class booth too
so come and search for me there aites

HOPE YOU GUYS COULD COME & SUPPORT US
:)

* im totally busy with my art courseworks & de flea market preparations
will be back and update my blog ok ppl :) sorry

2008-01-07T09:19:00.000-08:00

i simply love this preety babygirl of mine
shes cute yaw
i had nuting better to do,got her pix editted
i LIKE HER CURLY WURLY hair la oii
& its natural ..though

I LOVE YOU ISHIKA,grow up and be a goodgirl okeh.

dats it tomorrow art 4 periods? serious kapaaaa !
okay im off to sleep

:)

santa went all de way to town

2008-01-02T01:52:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS WAS FUN ;

SANTA GAVE ME A LOG CAKE , AWW HOW SWEET

WENT TO TOWN TO CELEBRATE IT WITH MY FAMILYS & FRIENDS

I WAS INVITED TO ONE OF THEIR CHRISTMAS PARTY , IT WAS SUPERB FUN !

OK I HAD NO TIME FOR ALL THIS ; GOTTA DO SOME SCHOOLWORK

SCHOOL HAS STARTED & ITS ALREADY DE 2ND WEEK ,GRRR

MY ART COURSEWORK START ON DE 3RD WEEK , OMG ! SO FAST??

I WILL BE SUPER BUSY, & PROBABLY I WILL HAVE NO TIME TO UPDATE MY BLOG,SORRY :)

THIS YEAR IS MY FINAL YEAR IN SECONDARY ;IM TAKING N-LEVELS

& I SWEAR IM NOT YET READY TO TAKE , HA HA HA

OK TILL HERE :)

will update soon peeps

2007-12-23T08:53:00.001-08:00

ok saw that Lovely RED dress?

Went to town with mummy

& she bought it for me

at Marks & Spencer

its nice,n lovely

i just loved it

thanks alot MOM

I LOVE YOU THE MOST

& NO ONE CAN EVER REPLACE YOU

hugs*

efie's bdae

2007-12-16T08:23:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY EFIE !

HAPPY 19th BDAE ABG EFIE !

wahh da GROW OLD SEYYY

hahaa..

I HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL BDAE PARTY

WHICH MUMMY & I HAD PREPARED IT FOR YOU,

perhaps everyone who loves you had prepared that earlier for you,hee

Especially ME ! I LOVE YOU THE MOST LA EHHH,you should noe it by now

If i had problem with mom & dad,you're de only person i depend on,yea

you're getting older oiii,be INDEPENDENT & TAKE GOOD CARE of yourself

Don't smoke alot please,i HATE it '_' okayy

ok dats it

im off

bye :-)

will be back soon! im sick :(

2007-12-14T06:44:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!

IM SO SORRY,

ITS BEEN A WEEK SINCE I'VE NOT UPDATE

MY BLOG

IM SICK BEHBEYY :(

WILL BE BCK SOON & UPDATE K!

i wanna meet him back

2007-12-02T06:11:00.000-08:00

hey dere,its been a few weeks i've not update my blog

though,coz deres this fcuking ppl came to my blog,n were not satisfied with my life

omgomgomg! hack care la ehh

ni diri aku aperr?

yg kau nk sebok2 kenaper seyy

k la,btw i've upload my ex photos

coz i miss him so much

be OUT SOON

& i've been wanting to meet you bck again la daddy!

OPPS SORRY,YOU,SPAMMERS JELOUSE EHH?

HEHE,I WONDER..

TNX FER DROPPING BY

AND YOU LEFT YOUR SHITS HERE?

SORRY LA BITCH I DUN NEED IT

YEAH,&& NABIL DID A GREAT JOB,THOUGH

HAPPY FCUKER?

IM MORE HAPPY DEN YOU
YOU TC

i love you hunney

2007-11-29T07:59:00.000-08:00

TODAY WENT TO WDLND CENTRE TO BUY SKINNY JEANS

THOUGH,SHASHA N HER BOIFREN ACCOMPANIED ME,OUH LOVES,TNX!

YES ITS NOW ON SALE

ITS STUDENT PRICE,YOU COULD EVEN GET IT WITH 10 BUCKS ONLY LAR SEII!

K LA,AKU PENAT

IM GOING TO SLEEP

boredom strikes

2007-11-28T08:00:00.000-08:00

BOREDOM STRIKES!!

BEEN STAYING AT HOME FOR 2DAYS STRAIGHT!

CANT GO OUT

DAD IS SICK,SO DO I!!

AKU SAKET!!

GASTRIC,ARGHH CONSTIPATION

HELP ME LA GOD;CEPAT2 BAEK..I FEEL LIKE DYING

OMGOMGOMG!

NO WERK TO DO

SO MOM GOT MY PIX WASHED

AKU TK TAU APER NK BUAT,JUZ TOOK A PIX OF THEM

SOME OF IT ARE MY OLD PHOTOS:)

CANNOT TYPE SO MUCH HERE

MY STOMACH IS DAMN PAIN LIKE NK MAMPOS!

I CRIED TO MOM!!SAYING THAT I CANT STAND DE PAIN!!

SO,TOMOROW SHE IS BRINGING ME TO KK HOSPITAL

ADE CHECK-UP THOUGH;

ARGHH!!PAINPAINPAIN

ITS 12,35AM NOW,WANNA GET SLEEP

IM SO IN PAIN..BYE

PS;I CANT BELIEVE THAT NABIL HAD CHANGED SO MUCH

HE LEFT ME WITHOUT A WORD

OK ;HES JUST A SWEETTALKER SHITASS YAW!!!

GET THAT NABIL?

U MAKE ME SUFFERED

YOU DIDN'T EVEN CARE

WHAT FOR I WASTED MY TIME ON YOU,BULLSHITS!

K IM SICK,YEAH! MAYBE COZ OF YOU THOUGH

K LA MALAS NK CKP LAGI

KO JAGA DRI BAEK2 SUA

BYE

ouh boy,i miss you like hell

2007-11-25T21:59:00.000-08:00

hey i miss you :)

i miss my family

2007-11-21T06:12:00.000-08:00

its aunty's 46th BIRTHDAY

went to grandmother's place to celebrate

BUT TOO BAD.

my family were not there:(

i miss them

its cookies n cream (ice cake),

its was delicious but i got full of de cream :x

ps;HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY!

may god fufilled all your wishes :)

HAD BEEN STAYING AT MY AUNT'S HOUSE FER LIKE 4 DAYS,due to some family problems:(

IT WAS A BORING DAY,THERE WERE NO ADULTS IN DE HOUSE,AS YOU CAN SEE IM DE OLDEST AMONG THOSE 4 KIDS,I HAD TO TOOK CARE OF THEM

WOKE UP AROUND 8am,ALL OF US WERE HUNGRY,

SO I SUGGEST THAT IKA WOULD BE HELPING ME TO PREPARED A BREAKFAST FER DE 3 BOYS.

AS YOU CAN SEE IN THOSE PIX,

THEY WERE WAITING FER DE FRIES TO BE COOKED ~

we did played this football games,its fun yaw

fcuk! its HOT LA ass,de oil !!

hey it turned out to be in gold color larr seii

de kids were anxious to see de fries

TADA!!

heres a picture of de fries we prepared fer breakfast,hehe

those decorative were decorate by using chilli sauce

n de fries were sprinkled with lots of CHEESE,woohoo

ITS DELICIOUS LA OII!

chamwhoring

2007-11-16T19:59:00.000-08:00

YESTERDAY SLEPT at MY AUNTY HOUSE

ARND 2.30am ,BOREDOM STRIKES

what do you expect?...girlsss!

CHAMWHORING lorr...

ps; i wasnt wearing any make-up,duh

trip to mediacorp

2007-11-15T23:13:00.000-08:00

yesterday went to mediacorp centre

to get farinah's winning contest vouchers

while walking towards de entrance..

we saw ALIFF AZIZ,hell yeah

FARINAH was over excited upon seeing him

we thought of wanna took photo with him

BUT

too BAD,he had to leave as his driver were waiting fer him

We did some chamwhoring,but

in de TOILET larr sei!

coz deres a lot of ppl outside,

so we were ashammed,hehe

toilet pon jadi larh ok..go

OVERALL we did had FUN

although deres RINA & me only

Im so HAPPY to get to meet her

ako rindu kaw la rina oi!..

k la happy weekend peeps(:

ps;de mat motor yg kt traffic light..,wat de hell?

smile like he really mean it siak...

wadeva..

lame sak

dear nabil...

2007-11-14T08:08:00.000-08:00

DEAR ROMEO,

im way too far to be perfect for you

i've not think as far as what i called it LOVE

i've not much to type here

im sick,hope you understand

2007-11-13T08:11:00.000-08:00

>>>>ouh,I FELT IN LOVE WITH HIM>>>>

NAMA SAYA HANY NATASHA LA ASS;

WENT TO CWP,TO BOUGHT MOM'S FAV PERFUME ESSENCE

AT BODY SHOP~

MEET SOME OF DE ITE FRENS

HAD A WONDERFUL DINNER WITH THEM

THEY TREAT ME AN ICE CREAM,awww so SWEET

AKU DA DPT ALLOWANCE,AKO BLANJER KRG OKAYY?

k goo..

REACHED HOME,WAS DAMN BORING

SO THIS LITTLE BROTHER OF MINE,suggest that HE WANTED TO BE LIKE THOSE JACKASS STAR,weeman larr sials,hehe

HE SAID HE WILL DO ANYTHING I ASKED HIM TO..

ITS VERY FUNNY ~ with our cousin frm malaysia(stay at my house)

OVERALL HE DID WHAT I TOLD HIM TO

nahhh,heres a picture of him

a WANABE 'jackass' STAR,lol

NAMA DIA RIAN ADRY LA bodo

wadeva la adek..asl kn ko bahagia(:

RAYA 2007

2007-11-12T22:26:00.000-08:00

hey peeps,

its RAYA 2007..

Mom & Dad planned to be in red during de 1st day..

i was too busy to prepare fer raya,due to preparing fer Final Year Exam,heh:)

So i juz wore wat dey've bought fer me, tk cerewet lar ok..
Got my hair colour done during de Pagi Raya~

But this year Raya was boring,coz Mom was Hospitalised de week before hari raya

She had to go fer UID surgery,thanked god,shes fine

so NOT IN A GD MOOD..kesian kn dia larh sheyy
But luckily she was Discharge before hari raya:)

:( on de 2nd day of RAYA,i was admitted to hospital

due to Constipation,was given a jab...cannot eat fer 2 days

too bad..this year raya was damn BORED~

Raya Open house~

you are part my of my life..

2007-11-12T00:18:00.000-08:00

lala de old sex ;

helow...
today its a very tiring day for me
woke up arnd 6.30am fer my yoga class at 7.30am
been doing a lot of stretching movements in class,legs got CRAMPS..
Arnd 10.45am,i met my long lost ex..........
guess wad? we had a conversation for awhile

him: hey hany!..

me: hey helow,how are you?

him: things got so fuck up after i left you,hehe

me: oh really? yea its been ages eyys since we last met

him: yerp,its been 2 yrs...ahahaa,so hows lyf syg?

me: erm,helow..excuse me? syg?...aha...i tink u got de wrong girl..aha!

him: erm..i miss you so much la hany~...can we erm..like..ermm..

me: wad?

him: patch bck? i miss you so much syg..and now that i've met you,i dun wana lose u again

me: HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACUUUHHH! sorry boi,im ALERGIC to bullshits

k thats all....it was a lame conversation.fcuk....i miss him,but i hate him
reached home arnd 11+..
i was too tired,so i sleep

ok go....

2007-11-11T04:50:00.000-08:00

Today is sunday right?yeahhh..its weekend

probably busy attending wedding occassions,lol

Dont tell me your parents have not been invited to any?

ehe..wadeva..

Today follow mummy & daddy to their frens wedding

so i choosed black n white outfits

& i dont know why sunddenly felt like wearing my white skinny jeans

I LOOKED SO 'cukoo' at their wedding

mat2 moto pye psl larh ni

kacau non stop

but some of de makciks scolded them,yeepee~

k diam....

Then we headed to my mom's fren peh ank cukor jambul/rmbt...'wadeva'

aww... de baby is adorable

heres a photo of him

while hes sleeping,maybe hes too tired larrr

its lala 1st time...

2007-11-11T04:07:00.000-08:00

ALOHA!

ok this is my first time doing this kind of blog stuff,

Erm i've nothing much to type here..coz im sux at dis kind of 'introductions' thingy

i do hope some of you guys enjoy reading my blog..

2007-11-10T08:53:00.000-08:00